angie2kids
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My boyfriend waits until I leave home and the kids are at school and gets on the internet and can spend anywhere from 30 minutes to 2 hours looking at pornography(every single day - not on weekends since we are home). Other than him doing that we share a great relationship. He is very good and caring to the kids. He reads the bible occasionally and he does pray, but then he does this. I have called a prayer hotline and was recommended not to throw him out (that is what the flesh would want) but to await on God. It's just getting frustrating. He just realized that I know about it, but he says that is what men do and as long as it does not affect the home, it should not matter. Yesterday was the first time ever that he stood online for only 20 minutes and then shut it off. I know that God can do miracles and here I could really use one. I also need prayers for financial help. He is also out of work. I can't do this alone anymore. He started a business at home, but he needs grants/loans to get his business off the ground. PS - he is also married to someone else who only used him to get her immigration papers (3 years ago) and neither one has the money for a divorce. We have spoken about marrriage but can't until this is settled. We love each other and know that we both want to do this. My heart is so heavy. Angie
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