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Posted by 4Hislove (Member # 265) on :

Hello everyone,

Been down the past couple days...Recently at work, I reported someone for something they were doing wrong at work. They were cheating the company, the co workers and the customer out of a great deal of money. In this way this person was getting huge commission checks. Since then, this person has threatened my life. Telling everyone what they were going to do to me. I even over heard conversations about this and at one point the mention of razor blades was brought up.

Needless to say, I am extremely scared and this is not helping my depression any at all. My husband would prefer that I stay home for a few days, but I am going to work anyway. What is sad is that even though I am in a secure building, I don't feel save at all. This person has the numbers of other co worker and these co workers are constantly watching me. Through them, this person knows where I park, what I am say, and what I am doing. Almost as if I am being stalked too.

I have suffered from depression for going on about a year, and this event is making it much worse. The last time I felt this much fear was when I was raped several years back. All I can do is cry, and all I have done is cry myself to sleep. Coming home from work, I am constantly making sure that I am not being followed. I am even considering getting a stun gun. I know I am getting some pepper spray. I need some advice, so I plan on calling my Lawyer. But I doubt there is anything that can be done.

My company does know about this, and just this evening I wrote the head of security. I am on the safety committee at work, so hopefully I can get something done.
I am so down...so depressed....so scared. I just don't know where else to turn...

Thanks for letting me write....
Christine

Posted by barrykind (Member # 35) on :

Greetings, are you the same Christine from "Jesus Cares About You" Board??

Anyways ill be praying for you. God is faithful, and He knows right where your at, and satan the enemy cannot sneak anything past God. So meditate on Gods word night and day, and pray, and ask for prayer, call for the elders of the church, let them pray the prayer of faith.

Father i ask you to touch Christine, Lord i do not know all her situation but you do sir, please speak to her heart and guide her in the right direction.. amen