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Posted by J4Jesus (Member # 1367) on :

Hah. My life is so small. I can't get it. Not even if I try. God doesn't hear me, Jesus isn't here with me. I mean, I've prayed and prayed for Christ to come into my stupid heart a ton of times. None of which ever worked. THEY ALL FAILED!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna kill satan when this is all over. I mean now, I'll sin and don't feel a thing and then I have TRY on my OWN to feel BAD. Hah!!! That's a hard one. I have the thoughts that ya'll won't even DREAM about DREAMING about. I mean, I'll be talking to someone and these thoughts will pop into my head and I see myself just saying something bad or doing something bad to the person. I mean, there is something TERRIBLY WRONG!!!! I don't even feel CONDEMNED. That's not right. I mean I'll go and look at pornography and do all that stupid garbage and not feel guilty and have the hardest time trying to confess it, or I might go and say a bunch of bad words after getting aggrivated by something and won't feel a thing with that either. What's going on? What is the point in trying to ask Christ into my heart AGAIN!!? I can't ever get it right. Jesus loves all the little children of the world, I'll get thoughts that say He hates them. If Jesus can love people, why can't I? I hate my mind, my heart, my everything!!!!!!!! I'm pretty frustrated right now. [mad2]

Posted by TEXASGRANDMA (Member # 847) on :

You need to talk to your parents about seeing a Christian counsler or just to your Pastor. Many people have tried to help you. But, you need someone to talk to you face to face. [Prayer]