jehovahs_spirit_1
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God came to me tonight as he's done before to try and hug me, but I told him to get away, as I've done before, and I told him he was ugly to me; he allowed my father to be murdered by Satan's influences with suicide. He told me it truly was Satan who did it, but I didn't believe him, but I missed him so much. God came closer to me, but I fought the urge to recoil, and he stood in front of me and said again while crying; I love you...I love you. I began to cry and finally I said to him, "I love you, too...I love you, too, Jehovah; I miss you" Then he asked me why I couldn't believe that he was 'good', and I told him, "Since my father's death, my eyes have been open to have to discern what kind of God you are. I can't go believe you are 'good' without a seed of doubt, so I can't serve you if I don't know for sure that you aren't responsible for what's happened down here." Now I HAVE to know this one thing that it comes down to for me; I had to know why Satan turned against God; I had to know why he wanted man to serve him instead of God. In my heart, what if God was 'bad' and Satan was just trying to help us, so he showed me what happened. In the beginning was God and nothing else. Nowhere in scripture is it said that God makes things out of nothing. God made everything that exists out of himself. He gave up all things except love. That is why it is said in scripture that God is LOVE. Love is the part that never, ever, ever gives up when another turns away, he never gives up. So, if God spread himself out, then who possesses the other qualities? He told me the angels do by reminding me of a passage in the scriptures where he is actually consulting the other angels about a matter. The angels have the other parts of who he was before creating. The angels that left his service carried those parts with them. Satan was endowed with a good portion of Gods knowledge. When he saw that Man was thanking and loving God for the provisions and treatment that he admonished God to give to man then Satan became jealous and felt that man should be thanking and loving him, instead. So, Satan misled man and caused them to die by the tree of the fruit that Satan himself admonished God to place in the Garden so they began dying, and mankind then took the course that we see has ended up where it has today, my dad’s suicide included. It was Satan that advised God to place the tree and used the reasoning that it was to test man’s true desire to serve him. It was all Satan, the whole time. God is only LOVE, the rest of him that was before creation is in the angels, some of which turned against God like Satan did. Satan was God’s closest advisor, and that is how he accomplished it. Now I know what Satan did. Now I know that Satan is ‘bad’, a tyrant against the one who gave him all the ability to gather for himself the resources necessary to hurt the one who gave that to him. He is a liar; He is a tyrant. It is time for everyone to use their common sense reasoning to see this now so that the spirit of truth can wash over all the earth and Armageddon can come like a thief in the night.
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