Alan L
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I can't find myself anymore. I don't know what I am doing anymore, I feel so empty. I can't seem to focus on anyone or thing. I just feel so damn incomplete. I even did something I thought I would never do, and I very ashamed of what I did in the scheme of life it is trivial to most, but what a profound affect it has had on me. Just one more thing I screwed up
My life is in the toilet, and I put on this stupid smile to everyone around me, and I'm just raging inside, and I can't figure out anything. Just so tired of trying to resolve everyone issues, Yet I can't seem to resolve a bloody one of my own.
I even try talking to God, and it does nothing, but frustrate me more. I am so lost
I wish there was someone I could chat with, but I guess that is not meant to be.
Sorry to blab everyone's ear off. Everyone has problem and some are worse than mine. Perhaps I just need to shut-up and s.u.c.k it up.
I really need to chat with someone. Email me if you have that capability alanlehman@hotmail.com
Alan
Posts: 16 | From: Indianapolis | Registered: Aug 2011
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